Seeking God Evelyn Sherwood  

Raising the Banner of Hope in a War-Torn World

Fourteen years ago, Mom had surgery to remove a cancerous tumor from her stomach. “We got it all,” they said. “Her prognosis is good,” they said. And they were right, until several weeks after the surgery. She was admitted to the hospital, unable to hold down food, her abdomen swollen three times its standard size, and her body writhing with pain.

I watched them poke, prod, and run every imaginable test on Mom for three weeks without conclusive answers. They needed more ideas, and I needed more patience. Then one day, her oncologist approached me in the hallway, “Mrs. Sherwood, how can I help?”

“Please help me transfer her to IU Cancer Center in Indianapolis. We need some answers.” His reply was, “I will get right on it.”

Within the next 36 hours, they had transferred Mom’s medical records, a bed had opened, and the ambulance was waiting outside to move her from Toledo to Indy. She arrived after midnight. A team of doctors greeted her, ready and eager to discover the cause of Mom’s symptoms.

It didn’t take but a few hours before we had the answer. I will never forget how this new oncologist walked into the room, grabbed the round black stool on wheels, and rolled it close to Mom’s bed. With tenderness, he held her hand and spoke gently, “Mrs. Steffes, we have the results of your tests. The truth is cancer has exploded in your body. There is nothing more we can do. We will call in hospice to allow you to spend your final days at home, surrounded by your family. Do you have any questions for me?”

Her body was frail, but I saw a beautiful strength rise within her as she replied, “Doc, I know who holds my life in His hands. And I trust Him completely.” By this time, the doctor and I were both crying. “Mrs. Steffes, I have never seen so great a faith.”

There are times in our life when we get sideswiped by hardships. Mom’s diagnosis was one of those moments. Then there are times when we can see the battle on the horizon. Hospice was that time for our family. Our faith was about to go under fire. We would need some weapons if we were going to be found faithful.

I left the hospital early the following day and knew where to go. Like a woman on a mission entering an armory, I marched into the local Hobby Lobby store, passed the seasonal department, scrapbook supplies, and made a sharp turn left until I spied the needed artillery. I turned right at the wooden cutout aisle. Then carefully loaded my arms with the letters that would serve us well in the battle H-O-P-E.

Up until this point in my life, hope had been a word that stirred warm, fuzzy feelings. But now, hope had become the war cry we would need for survival. Because hope isn’t just an idea, it is a person -Jesus Christ. The days ahead were going to be tough. We would tire, feel emotionally spent, question God, have angry outbursts, and even sink into depression.

We needed this reminder, “No matter how worn you get, no matter how much you doubt, even if you feel you have lost your way, hold tight to the One who is holding you. He is Hope!”

Maybe today, you need this reminder too. Life feels a bit like a war zone. Bullets of hate, anger, and deceit shoot past us every day. We keep holding out for something to change, lifting a voice of truth and loving the wounded, but we secretly ask, “God, how long?”

Dear friends, just as I hung the word HOPE in our living room fourteen years ago as a reminder of God’s presence, I want to put some words in front of you. Words to remind you not to give up, give in, or fall behind-Words to equip you with HOPE for the battle.

1) Stay the course with eyes fixed firmly on Jesus, the author, and finisher of our faith

We look away from the natural realm
and we fasten our gaze onto Jesus
who birthed faith within us and who leads us forward into
faith’s perfection.


Hebrews 12:2 (TPT)

2) Steady yourselves by holding tight to the truth of God’s never-changing, life-giving word

Truth’s shining light guides
me in my choices and decisions;
the revelation of your word makes my
pathway clear.


Proverbs 119:105 (TPT)

3) Stand tall by falling to your knees in prayer, seeking the Father’s heart, leaning into His way

Trust in the Lord completely,
and do not rely on your own opinions.
With all your heart rely on him to guide you,
and he will lead you in every decision you make.


Proverbs 3:5 (TPT)

We will get through life’s battles. But we must trust our Commander in Chief, who sees what we cannot. He invites us to join Him in marching to the rhythms of grace as we raise the banner of hope.

Some find their strength in their weapons and wisdom,
but my miracle deliverance can never be won by men.
Our boast is in the Lord our God,
who makes us strong and gives us victory!


Psalm 20:7(TPT)

Friends, the noise level of our world is loud, warring for your soul.  And in the battle for your allegiance, it is easy to slip into a mindset of striving like everything depends on us.  But God is calling us to seek Him first, passionately, with all we have. And in His presence, peace, hope, joy, love, comfort, and rest abide.

7 thoughts on “Raising the Banner of Hope in a War-Torn World

  1. Kathy

    Evelyn,
    The timing of this message is incredible. I have been praying for change in a family member for 18 years and 7 months now and not only do we not see any change, but her choices are having negative effects on all of us; especially those living in her home. I will admit to feeling exhausted, overwhelmed, frustrated and yes, hopeless concerning her.

    I love Jesus with all that I am. Thank you for the reminder that He holds the future and I don’t. I am unable to see the future so I needn’t waste energy on worrying about the ‘what if’s’. I can trust Him. He will be there. He has proven He is trustworthy. He always works out everything for our good and His glory. I needed this this morning. Thank you Ev and thank you Lord for speaking.

    1. Evelyn Sherwood

      Sweet friend, I love your heart for Jesus. Family turmoil is heartbreaking and can wear us down so quickly. I am lifting you and your family up in prayer today.

  2. Cyndy

    Timely word. ” Hope just isn’t an idea, it is a person – Jesus Christ. ”
    He is our hope, He is our life, He is the Son of God and He is God.
    The Hope offered to us from God through Love.
    I’m going to arm myself with Hope. I will write this word, paint this word, carve this word in my heart. Jesus is Hope.
    Thank you Evelyn!

    1. Evelyn Sherwood

      Oh sweet friend, I have a feeling God is going to give you a beautiful way to edge this word on your heart. Can’t wait to see what He creates through you.

  3. C.M.

    Needed this thank you

    1. Evelyn Sherwood

      I’m so glad it ministered to you.

  4. C.M.

    Needed this thank you

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